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I’m falling out of love.

December 25, 2010
 

I’m falling out of love.

I used to wait for you. Days would go by before I got a text or a hello, but I was so elated to finally hear from you that I ignored all the signs.

I forgot that I deserve better. I forgot that I actually need someone who’s going to uplift and adore me, worship me, love me completely, just as I loved you. But I’ll never get that from you.

I’ll never get the sweet note or that hug or the awkward hand holding. I’ll never be able to hold you again, to kiss you and run my fingers along your collar bone; you’re simply too cruel. I can’t deal with the insensitivity and the cutting jokes. I can’t deal with the degrading behavior you’re so trapped in.

You’re sorry? Well that’s wonderful, but I don’t want apologies. I want a change in behavior, a change in character, and I’m not going to ask that of you because I know you too well. This is who you are, this is how you are, and I’m not supposed to try and change that. I’m accepting you as You, and moving on.

— I guess some relationships are better left alone and unrepaired because a lot of people in this world are completely negative and selfish and don’t deserve our love.

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-old Mr. Webster can never define me.
 -don't try to tell me who I am because I already know
 -memories mean everything.
 -there’s no place like elsewhere.
 -without him, life would be a lot easier. But it will also be a lot emptier.
 -love will always stain, just like blood.
 -COMPUTER plays a big part in my life.
 -laughter isn’t always the best medicine. It can kill. :))
 -I don’t have to tell you that I’m sad. But be sure to notice it. Because the more you show your feelings, the more people can find ways to hurt you.
 -I trust someone by a hair's breadth.
 -he’s my fairytale, a dream when I’m not sleeping; a wish upon a star that came true.
 -there’s always a happy ending in a real life fairytale. You juz hav 2w8.
 -an apple a day keeps the doctor away. But if the doctor is cute, screw the fruit. HAHA!
 -everyone experiences a dramatic scene in their life.
 -hiding my emotion is where I’m not good at. You cant easily recognize when I’m not ok. (That’s for people who dont really know me.)
 -the scariest thing is being alone.
 -adventure is what I’m searching for.
 -I dream big :)
 -in the end, you’ll be happy. And if you’re not happy, then it’s not the end.
 -daydreaming is what I love. HAHA!
 -I am listed under CRAZY.
 -colored photographs show the color of your clothes. Black & white photographs show the color of your soul.
 -DRINKING IS DANGEROUS FOR YOUR HEALTH :)) So quit drinking?
 -Nytout is so much fun.
 -you will find me editing pictures the whole day.
 -I was a ‘natural stubborn’ :)).Why I couldn’t help it??
 -MUSIC is my drug.
 -TIME is gold. So I’m always on time. HAHAHA! (For sure maraming aangal jan!)
 -COKE!COKE!COKE Wala lang! Gusto ko ng COKE eh.
 -be a modern EMO?. Don’t juz wait, u have to search also. Tama ba? HAHAHA!
 -star light, star bright, I found MR.RIGHT. I stay up and think of him every night. And I love when he holds me tight.
 -I love my life, family and friends.
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