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At the Pedestrian Crossing

June 27, 2009

 

 

Have you ever experienced that moment when you are so near to each other you could not help but think about getting closer? I was there. It was embarrassing but I was the one who felt the need to touch. Like I would grab his arm just to ask for the scissors where I could have just asked him out loud. Like I would brush away leaves on his hair when I could just have blown them away.

 

Yesterday, we met at the pedestrian crossing. But unlike those stories of ex lovers, ours was different. That time, when i saw you, im having a hard time to deal seeing you crossing towards me, I can only do so much as to beg you to stay. Seeing you, talking to you are the things that first comes to mind. I quite find it funny that when I saw you, Im practicing the lines like..”Oi, musta na? Man ara ka dri?”.. But all of my inhibitions erased as you walked away with me at the pedestrian croosing.  And it hurts like hell. My pangz(besshez) comforted me by saying, “Manith, la ka nya guro nakita”. Yeah, ,aybe you didint see me or maybe you see me but ignored me.

 

Ah, I don’t want to cry. I want to take away the ache I’m feeling, but still something inside tells me to stay, to be there when he needs me, to still care.And between my sobs, I heard my lips utter the words “ I love him”. That was it. In an instant I knew the answers to my questions. I struggled but I stopped crying, took a deep breath and tried to calm down. Damn. After all these time, it still hurts.

 

Maybe it will be the last meeting for both of us, well, I did not know that it was going to be our last meeting. The thought that I would never see him again crossed my mind only when I was already on my way home. I’ll never see him again, I’ll never see him again…

 

 

in the Pedestrian Crossing.

 

*ismaylz*

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 -memories mean everything.
 -there’s no place like elsewhere.
 -without him, life would be a lot easier. But it will also be a lot emptier.
 -love will always stain, just like blood.
 -COMPUTER plays a big part in my life.
 -laughter isn’t always the best medicine. It can kill. :))
 -I don’t have to tell you that I’m sad. But be sure to notice it. Because the more you show your feelings, the more people can find ways to hurt you.
 -I trust someone by a hair's breadth.
 -he’s my fairytale, a dream when I’m not sleeping; a wish upon a star that came true.
 -there’s always a happy ending in a real life fairytale. You juz hav 2w8.
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 -everyone experiences a dramatic scene in their life.
 -hiding my emotion is where I’m not good at. You cant easily recognize when I’m not ok. (That’s for people who dont really know me.)
 -the scariest thing is being alone.
 -adventure is what I’m searching for.
 -I dream big :)
 -in the end, you’ll be happy. And if you’re not happy, then it’s not the end.
 -daydreaming is what I love. HAHA!
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 -colored photographs show the color of your clothes. Black & white photographs show the color of your soul.
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